My grief counselor warned me about moments like these... I'm waiting in line for the restroom at the airport on my way to Montana and I reached into Josh's backpack that I'm traveling with and pulled out this old baggage claim ticket with his name on it. It's moments like this that hit you like a ton of bricks. The reality that he's really gone is such a tough pill to swallow. Montana is Josh's favorite place in this entire world... he wanted to take me there so bad, so in a way it's a sign that he's with me on this trip. I can't wait to take in everything this trip has in store for me and to have my angel by my side. I love you babe, always and forever.