The Proposal

I can't believe this video was taken a year ago today. You look so healthy and our future was ever so bright. This is one of those days that I will cherish forever. You made so many of my dreams come true and this day will always be at the top of that list. I would give anything to have you back, but I find comfort in knowing that you are back to your strong healthy self soaring above the clouds free of pain and suffering. It doesn't make it any less lonely here without you, but it does help. Not a day goes by where I don't think of what life would be like if you were still here with me and I just pray for you to continue to guide my life like I know you have been. You are the best guardian angel a girl could ask for. Just like I said on that day, no measure of time with you would have ever been long enough.... I miss your guts always and forever 💛(Please excuse my eff bomb and over use of the word babe, I blacked out after he got down on one knee.

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